sexual assault? while in a relationship
I really need advice and support. I've been in a long distance relationship for nine months now and recently made the decision to move in together. I love him very much because he is such an amazing partner.
A few days ago, I went out with a friend. we had several drinks, came back to my apartment, drank some more...I also ate an edible, which gave me a body high. I remember thinking about my boyfriend and telling myself to be cautious so I went to my room and laid on the floor.
Next thing I know, my friend is laying on my bed but I'm still on the floor. I remember feeling really high and trying to fall asleep. I suddenly wake up, half naked on my bed. I was freaking out cus I had no recollection of anything.
I asked my friend what happened and he tells me that he is pretty sure we had sex. I feel like shit. I'm so confused because I feel guilty and upset at myself.
I honestly dont want to tell my boyfriend. is that bad?
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