my real life hurt (content note: physical abuse)
Reading these stories bring me to such tears. As I sit here covered in bruises, a bloodied nose (not sure if it's broke , but I daren't go to hospital), two busted lips and an entirely swollen right side of my face all I feel I can do is weep. I too have experienced abuse in a lesbian relationship with the last episode only hours ago.
We've fought before, but never have I been abused like this before. All I could do was curl up in a ball and feel every single blow to my body and face. I have no one but her now and am completely lost and have no idea what to do.
I don't know how I'll be able to cover all my wounds before work in the morning, but someone is sure to notice my ailments. I know no one will help, but they'll be sure to whisper behind my back and discuss my relationship.
What do you do in situations like this? I feel so low and broken and alone, and of course, this is all my fault according to her. I don't feel like the beautiful woman I know I used to be, I feel like a lost little girl with no where to go. I just don't know what to do, but I do know I am hurting beyond any hurt I've felt in my life.
To the women who have the courage to get up and go, I admire you all. I wish I was that strong, until the I'll be nursing my wounds and hope the swelling goes down soon. -truly hurting with no where to go.
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