I said no like five times to my husbands best friend but I didn’t stop him
My husband and I were camping at the lake with his best friend and others. We all were drinking and my husband and I went to bed and I had forgotten my phone by the lake. I begged my husband to please go get my phone and he told me no and I told him I didn't want to be the one to go get it because I was scared his friend would try something with me and he told me to knock that off and just go get it so I did and his friend tried to play with me and I told him no like five times but he just kept trying. I did not fight him off and he did it to me. I went back into the trailer and told my husband and he approached him but his friend said nothing happened that I was acting weird. This is not the first time I've had to fight this guy off and I have told my husband but he blocked it out. I can't believe I had no guts to say stop! I have mixed emotions because at first it felt good but my mind hated it. I feel totally empty inside now like a part of my soul is gone. Please help?
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