I said no but still let it happen to get it over with
I went out with this guy to a hotel and we were just kissing and we began to undress and I went down on him but I didn't want to have sex after because I just didn't feel good about it and I said no to him when he was on top of me and I kept saying it and even cried but he still penetrated while I was crying but then after that I just let him do whatever because I wanted it over with but I wasn't enjoying myself I would even tell him it would hurt but he just went on until he finished and when I went home I went to bed and started crying and shivering alot but would it be considered rape if I went with him, didn't fight enough, and did what I did?
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