I don’t know if I was raped
So I am actually pregnant now and have been trying to think back on the night I conceived and can't seem to recall it. There was a past incident where I woke up and my boyfriend was having sex with me while I was sleeping at the time I was so tired that we just continued to have sex. Me and him talked about having children however I am thinking now did he have sex with me while I was asleep and that's how I got pregnant? I wasn't trying to be pregnant so soon, I am very confused as to if I was raped or not I don't want to go to the police because honestly I don't want to be wrong. Like maybe it's just me having a bad memory but I don't know if I just am blocking it out or what. Because I know you have a bad memory during pregnancy but mine is worse when I try to think back to the month or surrounding months I got pregnant. Anytime I try and remember anything about him I can't seem to get a clear image. Does anyone know what this is?
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